_With a little love

Monday, February 27, 2006

in reality and in a dream are totally opps thing... i don noe wat is going to be happen next... i don wish for the same ending as that for the pass 4 times... can it be fated... i don noe...my darling is like going to do the most difficult part... i so worried about her being disowned... hu is going to take care of her until i can manage to support her.... i am not rich i am a poor guy juz trying my very best to keep her happy... but seem that sometime it helps but most of the time it does not... when she is at home she will be surrounded by the thoughs of wat is going to happen to us...she is already so poor thing... i can say she is realli my one true love... there is no doubt about it... i noe she is taking alot of hardship with our relationship but i hope she can take the out come... i oso hope i can take wat is going to happen to us... i so hate this to happen... the way she feels inside i can feel it... now she feels upset and waiting to burst in tears... i can see that... i can feel it.... i too may not take it... i can succeed in doing alot of sports things and so many other stuff... but y can't my relationship juz succeed.... heart is being shattered.... zombie bk is coming back.... haiz... is this wat i am going to go through for the rest of my life... i think it may juz be the way it is i guess... zombie bk roaming the streets again.... every year i wan to have a gf to pei me for new year count down and all the other festival but don realli seem can happen already.... this feb 14 was the biggest mistake of my life... shit man... wasted it alll... fucking shit ass.... should have pei my darling.... thinking that now we going to part so soon... i really don noe wat to do... fuck up life that i have....

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