Wednesday, April 19, 2006
today went out with my honey to me one of her friends which she calls jer jer... it is a nick that my honey created for jeremy... lol... jer jer look so ang mo.... i though which country he juz came back from... lol... i though was from american... lol.... he is a friendly guy that is totally afraid of being tickled... not to mention a shy guy... lol... hahha...
as a whole the 3 of us had really gd fun...
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11:59 PM
hi bloggy..
today was a blast.. went out with baby.. met jer jer today.. he's having a headache now.. hope he gets better..haiz.. sat is fast coming.. and i know i am trying to be strong but it seems so hard.. i realli dun wan anything to happen.. i dunno what to think now..
as the seconds creep up i cant help but feel so useless to the event that is goin to take place on saturday.. i managed to block the pain and confusion that i have.. but it seems to come back.. as i stare at the stars i wonder if there is a way out.. to hope for the best? take it a step at a time? the fear of the future is something that everyone has.. but my future seems so dark...
haiz.. time is running out for me.. i realli have no idea wad will happen on saturday.. and i just hope for the best.. heh... i still stop here ba.. i'm not thinking straight...
cya...
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11:50 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
finally my darling quited her job at gv... poor her working at odd hours.... lucky for her, her parents can go fetch her home... if not she have to go back on her own... lol... don noe wat things can happen on the way back... both me and darling are happily enjoying our relationship... i juz hope tat the ending is nv going to appear again...
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12:06 AM
