I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

hi bloggy!

if u are wondering y i blog more den baby... it's not cos he lazy la... he's busy plus i blog everyday by habit.. haha... i'm bo liao! nth better to do wad.. i'm too free le... at least next week i got something to do la.. mom wans me to go to her office to work.. i need the cash anywayz.. i'm broke man!!!

tml we're goin to k box with baby's god sister.. haha... nth better to do wad.. but i got alot of things to go man.. i have to go to far east to check if i passed my nailcourse.. den looks like i have to top up my card.. den a=have to meet baby den go k box with his godsister... haha.. sounds so fun...

baby is starting to relax bout the idea of my parents breaking us up.. well.. i have been livin with them for like 17-18 yrs.. i know what they are like.. -rolls eyes- haiz.. my day was er... interesting.. i was happy most of the time la.. the evening sucked though.. ah forget it...

i have to realli thank baby la.. he's helping to change me slowly... he stopped me from doin alot of harm to myself.. haha.. helping me in my over hyper-ness too! my frenz are damn happy bout it... well.. i wan go play game le la...

nomatterwhateverhappensbaby,iwillalwayzhaveuinmyheart... ( dun spoil ur eyes on this!!)

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:12 PM

in reality and in a dream are totally opps thing... i don noe wat is going to be happen next... i don wish for the same ending as that for the pass 4 times... can it be fated... i don noe...my darling is like going to do the most difficult part... i so worried about her being disowned... hu is going to take care of her until i can manage to support her.... i am not rich i am a poor guy juz trying my very best to keep her happy... but seem that sometime it helps but most of the time it does not... when she is at home she will be surrounded by the thoughs of wat is going to happen to us...she is already so poor thing... i can say she is realli my one true love... there is no doubt about it... i noe she is taking alot of hardship with our relationship but i hope she can take the out come... i oso hope i can take wat is going to happen to us... i so hate this to happen... the way she feels inside i can feel it... now she feels upset and waiting to burst in tears... i can see that... i can feel it.... i too may not take it... i can succeed in doing alot of sports things and so many other stuff... but y can't my relationship juz succeed.... heart is being shattered.... zombie bk is coming back.... haiz... is this wat i am going to go through for the rest of my life... i think it may juz be the way it is i guess... zombie bk roaming the streets again.... every year i wan to have a gf to pei me for new year count down and all the other festival but don realli seem can happen already.... this feb 14 was the biggest mistake of my life... shit man... wasted it alll... fucking shit ass.... should have pei my darling.... thinking that now we going to part so soon... i really don noe wat to do... fuck up life that i have....

_i_love_u_so_much_
10:38 PM

this is crap... crap i tell u!!

is god jus jealous or makin fun of me.. total crap... i hate this.. too much to think about... i realli need someone to talk to.. someone like a three party to help me see if i am doin the right thing or wrong thing...

sry baby.. i dun wan to make u upset too....

_i_love_u_so_much_
10:31 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

oh god.. i have to find a life man... i'm still at dav's hse.. baby is like playin badminton la.. leave me alone.. T_T

there is still no-one online man.. wth.. where is the world!!! -grumbles- haiz.. sian.. i think i have to go home now... er.. dav and her sister is like goin out for dinner la.. >.< her sister jus slam the phone la.. scary man...

baby so bad have exam on like monday still can go play mahjong ytd and badminton today.. tsk tsk.. notti notti ar baby.. hmmm... well i think i better go and change back into my clothes la.. dun stay too long at her hse.. i dun wan stay with dav's mom >.< she nags worst den my mine

cya!!

_i_love_u_so_much_
4:55 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

hi bloggy! i know baby blogged le but i'm bored again so what the hell la!

today was so fun sia! well most of it at least.. ~.~ no matter anywayz... had to go to the doc tat is so not fun la.. at least baby was with me.. the doc gave me medicine for my cough and sore throat.. he was like do u wan an Mc for today? i was like i dun go school gimme for wad? haha..

baby said wad he did le.. well mostly.. u didnt mention bout the dog.. haha.. -gives a sly look- let me tell u bout it.. it's so funny i cant stand it.. ok.. we went to dav's hse so i called her to come down la.. and i sort of knew that baby is scared of dogs... so i asked her to bring xena down la... i know it's mean la!

anywayz she came down and baby was climbin all over the play ground jus to get away frm xena.. and xena is not like a golden retriever la.. she is damn small la! so funny.. such a big boy so scared of a small dog.. if get married i dun care i want a dog!

haha.. well i had alot of fun today.. and bullying hamtaro(raymond) was fun too.. he is so scared of tickle... haha.. we were out for 11 to bout 8? his mom was nagging for him to go back.. lucky we went to his hse there.. or else die la.. >.<

well i'm done! cya! I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY!!!! ^-^ V

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:48 PM

had my maths exam today... EG2... i am so prepared to retake the module again... i am on the verge of failing... lol.... but when i was in the exam hall... i was like half the paper i noe.... hahaha... which is the gd thing.... luckily i have spent 3 nites doing my maths online revision... hahaha..... then i can do so many questions.... i hope i can passs.... i noe it is hard... but i am hoping...
after my maths paper... i went to find my darling sarah... hahhah.... she went to the doc cos her cough still not cured yet.... haiz... poor ger.... we went to tiong for lunch..... my darling so nice to me, treat me lunch.... thx dear... love u so much.... haaha.... then went around tiong to see bags... see the bag that i am looking for....
then went to her school after which... hahahha....cos my darling wan to go meet up with some friends.... haha... i was like being burnt by the stares of the other gers in her school.... hahaha... walk in got cold sweat... come out so hot... lol...
came back to jurong shortly after to meet raymond.... hhaha we bully raymond gd.... hahahaa...
well i think that today is an enjoyable day for both my darling sarah and i.... hhahahah....

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:14 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

hi everyone again.. i'm damn bored now.. baby is on his way home .. i'm still sick but i sort of got my voice back.. tml might be meeting ba... dunno yet... have to see first.. cos my cough jus got worst...

i miss my baby T_T anywayz to make it easier for ppl who are reading this.. the pink one is me(sarah) and the blue one will be bk.. i know i hate pink but what the hell la.. my mom wans the com and i'm havin a headache now... pain...

today is borin oso la... maybe i'll go to the doc later la.. haiz.. the faster i get well the faster i can stop the pain! arg.... pain pain pain pain... well

buai buai

_i_love_u_so_much_
4:40 PM

hiz to all... this is my first entry to my darling and mine blog.... i got to praise my darling sarah for doing such a gd job on our blog... it really nice... i helped onli a small bit... and that is to do some small editing and add in the tag box... ahhaha... dear... the next time we change blog skin i do ok.... then u sit back and rest.... hahahah... i am now in school taking a break from my morning lesson... so sianz... tmr is my first paper already and i still have lots of work to do on my maths.... sian sianz.... i wan my darling to be with me... but sad she is sick.... darling sarah take care of urself and get well soon... oh remember to eat promptly... if not u feel worse... dear one more thing... don worry that i am unable to get over "it".... i will be fine.... it juz takes some time to clear out of my mind....

_i_love_u_so_much_
12:21 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

hi everyone.. my bf came up with us makin a blog together when i was doin my blog.. haha... i wasn't realli into it but u know.. when u're in love u do crazy things.. so i gave in without complaining.. hehe.. anywayz.. i'm sick like a dog.. lost my voice and everything.. but life carries on right?

today was boring.. didnt feel like doin anything bout sit infront of the computer crapping.. sick la.. of cos dun feel like doin anything.. i wish u were here baby T_T maybe i'll feel better... haiz.. he's out with his godbrother(my kor) now.. dunno what they doin sia..

my mom is doin qi gong.. but like dun wan do like that.. haha.. looks damn funny la... -shakes head- well i hope everyone enjoys this blog... i spent a long time doin it T_T my darling busy with his sch while i'm too free.. i'm school-less now..

well cya around everyone! ^_^

_i_love_u_so_much_
8:59 PM

testing 1..2..3..

_i_love_u_so_much_
6:12 PM